There comes a time in life where you just have to let go and watch it all come together... I think my time has come, however I have a few big decisions to make and I need to talk to certain people about them. Life is sure one big roller coaster... I love roller coasters how comes I am not loving this one. My dreams are coming true before my eyes, but I wasn't ready for them to become reality yet, I am lost and confused!!! All I can do is sit and avoid the topics, avoid the phone calls, avoid my decisions. Sooner or later I am going to have to face them, but how, how do I? Why in times like these, do I push everyone away, why in times like these do I shut the most important people to me in my life out and not eve think twice about what I am doing or who I am losing? I would love for me to answer those questions, but for some reason I never will! 'Tis the Season.... Oh life by the way is awesome! I love every minute spent with everyone! Work is well work, but I start a part time job soon and I am super excited about working with 1st and 2nd graders! Full time position welll not so good, but thats where the whole decsions thing mention early come into play.... Thanks for sticking by me<3 I Love You Handsome |